Lord everything I adore, is in you. Everything that I have ever wanted from life or from a person, I have found in you. You are my long lost love. I was created to be yours. I was created to see you and to appreciate you. I was created to be used by you. I was created to have a romance with you. You are like a lover to my soul. You are like the husband I’ve always dreamed of. You make me complete. Everyday you have seen fit to visit me and minister to my heart. Every day that I feel alone you come and tell me good things. It is so clear to me how dead I was without you. Even now while living in this earthen vessel even as someone who loves you, even as your created I am constantly empty without you filling me up with your words of encouragement, with your life and your goodness. You come and lift up my head and you lift up my heart by telling me what you see in me. You address every single thing that I care about. This is life. This is what I have always longed for and have erroneously sought in another. Yet a husband you will give me. Yet I will have that need satisfied as you have come and told me again. But this time he will be second as you have shown me the truth. The truth is that I was made to love you and without you I am dead. Every single day I am desperate for you. If you take your presence away from me I am suffering. I need you every single minute of the day. You are literally my life. You are the air that I breath. You are the treasure that I seek.. you truly are my all and all and I find that being joined with you and being one with you, heart and heart is what my heart craves so desperately.. to be with you in eternity. To be in you, and you in me, you are my savior, you are my hero, you are my God. My one true love. Now I ask you who gives us what we ask in your name, that you will teach every person what it really means to call you God. Amen.
Father give me purity I pray. Make my thoughts line up with yours and the ones that don’t please make them accountable to your truth. Please anoint my mind with the truth and also let it overflow to those who come near. Please make my heart pure. Please help me see everybody for what is at their core and not to be easily offended. Please give me a giving spirit and not be selfish. Please give me the courage to preach your truth. Please make ready my feet and those who you will to gain from being affected by me and my life somehow whether they are blessed by giving to me, helping me, learning from me or even if they just don’t care for me let them see Christ in me and lead them in someway through the impact of anything they face please teach them the truth. We praise you in all your ways you have made all things beautiful in your time and in your ways. Amen.