I still trust you

When considering what the Lord is doing these days, and the fears that I still face, I think about how we either trust him or we don’t. If you know him, then you also know that there isn’t a single thing in your life that he doesn’t care about. He cares about you and he is not ignorant of our needs. I decided that if he doesn’t give me what I asked for, then that is because he has something else planned. To only focus on what you want from God is to not have a mature relationship with him. To trust him is to want what he wants, and to rest. I still trust you father. I know that you have plans for me. Help me not to be limited by my lack of understanding, or reliant on it. Help me also not feel like a failure when it feels like others are succeeding and getting ahead. Change my perspective. Amen