Trust in God means that we embrace that we are in the center of his will despite our hardships. It means that when we are fervently making a request of him and he is being slow to bring the manifestation then we accept and understand that there is a purpose for the delay. The Lord spoke to me last night when i waa making a request in faith and he showed me something that he’s shown me before, that he could have already given me everything i requested. One of the things im requesting is his help to obtain materials for my house because it is not completed yet and despite the fact that ive left my kids and home working many hours overtime when im able i have not been able to get ahead.. mainly be because after my main bills i have to pay a babysitter. So when i was asking him about this because we know that God can do anything he showed me that he’s put me in such a vulnerable way because of someone else in my life. Sometimes he makes us reliant on someone else because that other person is getting set up for a major blessing..
You know, when i made a commitment to be the Lord’s instrument it really was like i was giving myself in .marriage let me explain. When we say “here i am Lord, use me” guess what happens next? He uses you. Yielding to our father, our Lord, my spiritual “husband” means that i trust he has a plan and purpose despite the way he allows me to be in.. because when i have a Godly attitude and obey him despite it.. he can do so many things not only in my heart causing me to be dependent on him, causing me to he humble, forcing me to walk by faith not by sight, but he is making me an example or teaching his life lessin through the object we call life. God uses so many life situations to teach us about him including the aunts who work and toil all summer so they can live in the winter, including faithfulness in a marriage relationship because marriage is meant to be a reflection of our relationship with him. When i am betrayed then i get to undertand just a smidge of what betrayal felt like to Jesus, or for God when we chase after idols instead of making him our God. Trust in him always, in all things trust.